Preface

2009 begins as most recent years do for me- deep into seasonal affective disorder, battling some disgusting illness spread by children, wondering if the crumbs of my life from the previous year add up to much, and desperately trying to find a way to make this year be the year. The year for what I am not sure but this run down of my mindset and general unhealthiness is my disclaimer for some of the more embarrassing books that I am about to hold forth on…